Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I have my reasons


After the talk on Monday, things has become clearer now. I know what i want and he too. Things might probably changed and not the same as it is or maybe the time off could make things better. For me, or rather both of us.

Throughout this relationship, it made me learnt alot of things and also realised what i really want now. Spoke to my Mom just now, well actually i didnt want to tell her about it but then she sense something wasn't right so she asked. And yes, i cried. It came uncontrolled. I don't know why, i thought i won't cry when i told him about us. But i tried holding back, but i just can't. Maybe it isn't as easy as it seems.


I'm so so glad that i have my Bestest and Lovable friends to help me go through everything. They made me strong and made me laugh whenever they can. The amount of care and concern they showed, was a feeling i cant describe. Perhaps i didn't really had much real friends in secondary school. All in all, i LOVE you guys!!! Thanks so much for being here for me :)



I need things to keep me moving on.