Spirals of hope

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Waiting for you

Bio practical was i think, alright, but not very good. I have to work extra hard for bio cause i failed for the first test :( Hopefully i pass for the practical!!

Health assessment was a total luck!! Got what i wanted and indeed i pass!! Phew, what a sigh of relief. Now there's more time to concentrate our projects and the major ones--- Semestral exam!!!

Send baby off at the airport yesterday with his family. Pictures with his mom, will try to get them soon ;) Terminal 3 was quite crowded with all the families and friends to send these people off. There are about 200 of them going to New zealand.

They actually chartered the whole plane for SAF! See what SAF previlages can bring to them and i also met a number of his friends. Baby's aunt came at the last minute before baby left and we stayed on till he went into the gate. It was nice of her to send us home despite of late hour :) I'm just waiting for your call, hoping you're alright. I will wait for you dumb dumb, i promise.

I will miss you.......

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Happy 8 months baby!!

These 8 months have been a wonderful and loving one. I love you so much darling!! Soon, it'll be years to come:)

I've no mood to study anything today. It's sunday come on!! I seriously hate all the mugging. I have to succumb to those who always ace in their studies. i wonder how they have the motivation to do it. Unfortunately, i think i was over-powered by the smoke of the cigarettes when i was young. Being a passive smoker then would probably have cause all the dumbness in me.

Proximately three weeks to CNY!!! I can't wait seriously!! Being able to wear new clothes, get Ang paos, new year food, doll ourselves up!!!! I'm getting all the jitters now!!! And i regretted snipping my hair off. I so miss my long and black hair!!! Cny'snot gonna be the same without my hair :( Boo hoo..

(LAst CNy)

Bio exam tomorrow, hopefully i can do well :)

Health assessment on tuesday. I think this module is worse than my clinical assessment. My mind's always drifting in class. I hope i can pass, i pray......

Tomorrow sending baby to the airport with his Mom and sis. I think we're eating popeyes?? Haha our FAV!!! A MUST HAVE!!

Friday, January 11, 2008

I'm sorry for what i am

Oops, didnt know was in the Zoom mode!!

Life is just so unpredicatable.

We have to keep going through never ending of torture and stress.
That's a part and parcel of life. Or rather, Hell.
I think this is hell which we are going through and when we die we go to heaven.
BEcause when we die, we don't have to slog like our everyday lifes.

Accompanied darling to Zara to buy his jacket for his coming trip to new zealand. I'd say he spent the most today and surprisngly i didn't spent anything today. Nevermind, i shall have my shopping spree with my gals when my 2 major exmas are over. I wana get the cheong sam but i saw one at city link which interests me too. Oh man, i'm starting to itch all over when it comes to shopping!!! AHHH, wait for ur exams to end, dumb gum!!! Dumb dumb baby, i'm left with another 3 days with you before u go off....I'm going Back to square one.

"I'm always the one who stir all the stares and i can't help it in some way or another.
I can't stop them from staring nor can i stop them from looking.
But i will play my part and try my utmost best.
I'm sorry. to always cause all the unhappiness. It sucks. Really. "

ANyway just something for laugh to end my entry for today.

*

A wife mentioned to her husband that for her birthday,
she would like something that accelerates from 0 to 100 in four seconds. She was expecting something like this........

( Maserati GS Zagato )

But her dear husband instead presented her with something very different,
much beyond her wildest dreams …………….

By the way, he is in a critical but thankfully stable condition in an ICU.
If he is lucky, he may be discharged in another 3 weeks.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

The moments of 0708

Swimming craze today. Waited for the rain to subside, we headed for a swim immediately just in case the rains decides to disappoint us.

Cam-whore before swimming!!

The lifes of the crazy eight!!

And some snap shots of me. I'm sorry i love myself too MUCH..

The lifes of Sub-group 3!!

we are the crazy peeps :)

The fantastic 0708!!

Fifi boy trying to get some COOL air..

The sweet formation of Eeyore.

This picture sort of like a snap taken from a movie or something. Interesting, laugh out loud :)

Baby baby going off next monday. Sigh, the 3 weeks will be fast. Hopefully....

Monday, January 7, 2008

Oh my fuking god!!

BEFORE:

AFTER:

My first impression of Dawn was: " Whoa, she's damn chio. She's like the prettiest asian girl i've seen". However, i was bored and went yahoo to find some bio data about her and i found-- DAWN YANG'S PLASTIC SURGERY PICTURES! OMFG!!

All along i always thought Dawn yang was like NATURAL BEAUTY!!! I'm feeling the utmost disgusted feeling now!! But she's really pretty after the surgery. After this, i think no one is really beautiful in nature.

Going under the knife to be the perfect person? But i dun deny she's got a perfect plastic job done. No doubt that, being pretty makes u confident in whatever one do and i reckoned life's just so materialistic. So now she's pretty and famous. Good for her la. But don't worry i'll still like you.

Anway it's how u live in this society now. If you're rich, you're always the dominant one. But nah, i still like being myself. Being rich doesn't make you any happier nor does it make your life any better. I believe as long as you live your life the fullest with your family, partner, friends etc you're still able to live life to the fullest!!!

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Augustana - Boston lyrics

God, i love this SONG!!! I wanna play this with darling together. The drums and the piano. OHH~!

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...

Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,

This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,

She saidYou don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across

An open field,When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry

When they see youYou said...You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,

She saidYou don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...

I think I'll start a new life,

I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,

I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,

I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...

I think I'll go to Boston,

I think that I'm just tired

I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...

I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,

I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care...

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah

Where no one knows my name...

Yeah Boston...

Where no one knows my name.

Friday, January 4, 2008

2008

The start of 2008 was not a very nice one. Reason why? Because of hectic schedule. A really tight one plus i'm not even prepared for them. Things on hand to get rid
1) 1088 ppt
2)1089ppt
3)HEalth assessment
4) Bio practical

This are the 4 major ones which are making me real nervous and panicky!! i DO NOT have much time on hand and exams are like a week's away, some 2 weeks :S I have to spend time with darling before he goes off to NEw zealand. Unfortunately, his grandma passed away and poor him having to stay awake these 3 nights. DOn't worry, i'm here for you. Oh please, just let me get through these exams!!!!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD!!

Christmas seasons are over and exchanging gifts and parties are over. For me, when i receive a gift, i want something useful. Something which i can use and fully utilize it. Afterall, its the thought that counts. It's better than receiving than not even receiving any. That's the meaning of joy and warmth.