Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky

Baby accompanied me to my dental appointment. I changed my braces colour once again. Hah, it's fun doing that! Went down to Marina square later that and did some shopping. My Fav. Went back to topshop and saw Fiza. Finally i get to see her after so long and her first words were : " Jamie, u'vebecome slimer!" Lol, cool. HAHA

Our rolling stone shirt!!

Fuck off anonymous

I hate to say this but i hate those people who has nothing to do and leave some unwanted messages. If u want attention, freakin go somehwere else and get ur attention! Please get a life, you suckers.

Attachment is OVER!!

Ward 8c was a memoriable experience for almost all of us. There were good memories and there were also bad ones. It's good to experience both so as to prepare us for the upcoming attachments. I would say i enjoyed myself very much during this 3 weeks. The staff nurses were fun, patients were friendly and MOST of all, we learnt alot of practical skills which we've not learnt in school. I like it! After work, we treated ourselves starbucks!! Hehe, there wasn't any staff discount unfortunately :( Oh well, what matters most is we enjoyed ourselves!!! Thank you ward 8c!!

Darling came to pick me up from work and he bought caramel frappacino for me! That's our lovely mp3s'

A to P. The activities of daily living of mine

Attachment is fun and tiring

Budget is tight this month

Complaints are never ending

Do not EVER demoralize me

Exercise has not not been appearing in my scheduler anymore

Foot massage is what i need now

Grandma's birthday was on 27/9

Hug, i need from baby

I Love the people around me, and You baby

J for Jamie

Keep holding on

Liars are detest

Money, i need them now!

Nursing is my profession

Olivia, my sweet darling

Party, can't wait for it--13/10!!



Hope to see u guys soon!!

Parts and parcel of life

A long and tiring day after work yesterday, finally one week of attachment is gone. Baby gave me such a wonderful surprise that it seriously lightens my night even though i was so tired. That was what i needed after a long and tiring day. Thanks so much for taking a day off to send me and pick me up from work and and and..the flowers!! Went back school for my cca and today's event was to accompany the folks and spend the mid-autum festival with them. I left half way thru cause baby was waiting for me for a VERy long time and i really felt so bad. My bad ok? Neway we rush our way to Pasir ris and headed to baby's uncle house. All his relatives are all there when we went there already. So we started off with dinner first, walked ard the Condo and spend time talking to them. It was really nice and i love it. Thanks so much dear :)

Along the way, here i come

Today, finally had my very first hands on on a patient. Hah, i felt at lost the first time. But gradually i picked up things on the way like where i can find the items when patients needed. Woke up super duper early today and the train wasn't that packed cause it was at 6. Can u imagine i woke up as easly as 5? Oh man, if it wasn't for attachment i'd have been sleeping till late. Neway ytd was my Mom's birthday, gave her her presents and she was like why waste such money but deep down i know she wants it. Oh well, women are all like that. Didn't really celebrate her birthday apart from giving her gifts cos this weekend gonna do that with my aunt instead. As far as i know, now the nurses are kind, some helpful. Patients have been Very kind too. I'm glad and i hope it'll stay this way :) Haha, my stupid wishful thinking. It can be tiring though but i helped them, the people whom needed help.I'm glad and i get to gain experiences along they way. I'm so looking foward to Year two where we're going KKHosp where all the children and babies will be!!! HHAHAAH. My dear baby, all this will go soon. Trust me, it will. Everyone has stress, just that it's up to u on how to handle it. Don't let it overcome or bother u sweetie. You can't expect much from those people, i mean everyone is different. Nobody takes jokes like he or u does. I love you baby, u'd be my only comfort.
P.S-- i have stress too!!!

First day

Down my Nursing uniform, Bun up my hair, clip fringe, put on black ugly shoes. This will become my daily routine for 3 weeks. I just feel so wierd when i walked to the mrt station. Almost EVeryone was lookin at me like i wasn't suppose to be in this world. Met Shazali at the station and later on met Alice and the rest. There wasn't much stuff today just had some 'lectures' and had a walk around the hospital. Worst of all, my ward's stuffy! Oh man, and our uniform's like so thick. My feet has blisters now, cos of the shoes. I have to get my learning objectives, nursing skills done by today. Toms the start of my very working day in the Hospital. Let's just pray hard and hope everything will get thru alright and it will be a enjoyable one :)

Food hunting and late night movies

Saturday~

The Ang family was away for holiday in KL except me cause i've got work on Monday. I'm starting attachment on Monday and i'm so worried! Spent the whole saturday with baby and we went for sushi and late night movie--The Invasion. It was nice luckily i didn't fall asleep in the cinema cause it was a nice show furthermore i had this super sour sweet to keep me awake.

Sunday~

Couldn't sleep the whole night was disturbed by the snoring and uneasiness. Well, at least i could be able to sleep better tonight since i'm so tired. Went Thomson with darling and we went into a couple of animal shop. The dogs were awesomely cute. Oh man i seriously want a Golden Retriever badly, if not a Shitzu. I was so smitten by the dogs today. I'm so gonna get it when i'm older. No one's home now, baby went back to camp and i have work tmr!! Hopefully its alright tmr or rather this whole three weeks :)

I miss baby already. Oh man~~

*Pictures indulgence*

Happy FOUR months Baby!!

Happy four months darling!! muack :)





Met up With Marilyn and Kristin today for lunch. Head to Marina square and went to "changing appetite" restaurant. The food's alright and it was set lunch so yeah nt so expensive. Gotta save cash now since i'm only earning like what? 10 BUCKS per day during attachment. Neway we had a super long chat and decided to go home after that. These are some couple of pictures i took with Marilyn on the way home.
















My exam results are out tonight i think!! I'm so worried :S

Believe it or not

Sometimes i just feel like believing in u and forgo all those unhappy memories.
I tried alot of ways to be nice and trust all the words u said.
But how would i know which are true and not?
My instinct keeps telling me not to trust every word that is said from u.
Why do we have to end up this way?
The friendship's long gone ever since that very day.
Jealousy might have come in between us but there's never a day i was snobbish.
Is that why u have to lie and treat me like i was Nobody?
I gave you countless of chances but there wasn't a time where u felt remorseful.
It breaks my heart to end up like this.
I don't know why but i gave up after years of such friendship.
Thanks for the memories we both shared and i really treasure every bits of it.




I just want to move on. From the life i had.