Tuesday, December 9, 2008

A Little peek into our Passports! Alice wanted to snap this. And i think i look so chao-ta in the pic!!! OMG!

Some studying to start the trip :(



Upon arrival, after travelling for 1h on boat and 1h 15 mins on car. We reached Ocean Bay resort.



































We had karoke session there! My faV!! hha



All of us eating Maggie...

DAY 2:
-Island hopping
-Fishing

Nicholas look so cute!












My grandma modelling! Wahah
The fish they caught, now being steamed and fried

ok, i dunno what this is but it can be eaten fresh. Got video on how the person cut it.









then my Dad coincidentally know the Boss son and then he like treat us very nice and let off some mini fireworks and some for us to try ;)




DAY 3: Rained the whole day and it was DUPER cold!! So didnt had much water activities..








Friday, December 5, 2008

I've cleared my Lab test and that's a big relief :)
But there again, i cant leave without knowing i'd enjoy. Once in awhile, i still think of how badly i scored for stats. Like how come?

And i'm starting not to even care whether he bothers. Because as long as i'm happy and i do things that makes me smile and laugh, it's all that matter now.

My first trip going overseas with my friend, Alice!! Hehe, can't wait but then have to study also, because there's test the next day we come back. So i'll be gone tomorrow till Monday.

P.s---> dun miss me eh..hehe

Wednesday, December 3, 2008










I'm afraid for Thursday and Friday tests...i hope everything can go well before i go off to Bintan :)

Monday, December 1, 2008

you make my life miserable
you always make me give up hope on you
like did i wanted this? have u ask why i told you all these when u most needed me?
I think it's because we both have strong characters and are strong headed on topics.
I don't want you to give me shit everytime my exams come ( which u already had). I can take this strong and move on if it means without you.
I think i don't bother on where u are and what you do.

I had enough. I'm afraid things really really cannot be the same as it use to already.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Monday blues

I had a very busy Monday today! Although i had the Monday blues but school today was so much of fun. I brought my Camera along because i'm meeting Fiza today for a pre-birthday celebration for her. ANd my classmates were all HAPPY over it especially Syahidah!! And we started Cam-whoring :)



The Very sexy MAMA!!!












The very similiar taste Mee siew and i had :)
Group 0708!! SOme of them missing though.





OK whose fingers are those? covering my face only...


Ok, we pratically cam-whored while we walk to our tutorial class. Even in the LIFT!!

Then Met up with Ricardo and we head down to Bugis to meet Fiza and gang.
A fun time together and we had a hard time trying to surprise Fiza with the cake. And i won't forget how Ronn had to lie to get the cake.
Ronn:" Eh Ric, accompany me to the toilet eh"
Ric: " Errrrrr, that sounds so wrong."
Ronn: " I scared la"
Then ronn went hurrying off to get the cake. Yazid and i were laughing like hell.

Then we head down to AH chew's for desserts. Suddenly remind me of Claudia CHEW! Hehe..Nice dessrts they have, clauds next time i bring u there :)



Curse of the suzuki















Enjoy :) I didnt manage to get all, just the front and the end part. but i still think its nice. They make this song themselves and it's called 'Sometimes'. The top ten finalist will be shown on the web tmr. I hope they get in, i really do :)



Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I have my reasons


After the talk on Monday, things has become clearer now. I know what i want and he too. Things might probably changed and not the same as it is or maybe the time off could make things better. For me, or rather both of us.

Throughout this relationship, it made me learnt alot of things and also realised what i really want now. Spoke to my Mom just now, well actually i didnt want to tell her about it but then she sense something wasn't right so she asked. And yes, i cried. It came uncontrolled. I don't know why, i thought i won't cry when i told him about us. But i tried holding back, but i just can't. Maybe it isn't as easy as it seems.


I'm so so glad that i have my Bestest and Lovable friends to help me go through everything. They made me strong and made me laugh whenever they can. The amount of care and concern they showed, was a feeling i cant describe. Perhaps i didn't really had much real friends in secondary school. All in all, i LOVE you guys!!! Thanks so much for being here for me :)



I need things to keep me moving on.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Hate this part

We both cried very hard.
Knowing this isn't the part we want and i hate this part right then.
Till then, we can't be off as yet. Really confused and tired. So tired.

I need something to make me laugh, again?

Sunday, November 16, 2008


The happy birthday symbol with the missing 'D'

After going through Nursery, Kindergarden, Primary, Secondary school, i still make mistakes like spelling Happy Birthday? Haha, how funny..

Saturday, November 15, 2008

If i were a boy



This song is effin nice! and the video is so meaningful, it talks about everything in a relationship.